Thursday, October 14, 2004

The Vicious Sleep Cycle

I couldn't sleep last night. Mainly due to the fact that I woke up around noon yesterday. That means I didn't get to sleep until late, and didn't wake up today til 11:30, again.

It's a vicious cycle. I need to find an excuse to wake up early. An excuse good enough so I'd stick to it. Just saying "I'll wake up early to work" doesn't quite work, because I'll just tell myself "meh, I'll sleep for a bit longer and work harder instead".

I remember ages and ages ago I used to get up ridiculously early every Sunday just to go to mass, because there's a cute boy there. Sad as it might be it's the kind of logic a 13 year old would follow. Idon't really get motivated to get up to see cute guys anymore, so I guess I'd need a better motivation.

I tried McDonalds breakfast. That didn't work. I tried to tell myself if I get up early I can have bacon for breakfast. That didn't work either. So obviously food isn't gonna do it (heck, if bacon fails nothing can wake me up).

It's hard, to think of something that'd motivate me to wake up early. Doesn't help that I rate sleep above almost everything. *sigh*... maybe I will just have to make it up by working a lot faster and more efficient...

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